The Dark Side of Academia: Common Negative Experiences No One Talks About

Academic life is not just about discovery and excitement. In a recent article in Perspectives on Psychological Science, Lisa M. Jaremka (University of Delaware) and other scholars share a collection of personal stories about their experiences with repeated rejection, impostor syndrome, and burnout.

Repeated Rejection

From submitted manuscripts to grant proposals and job applications, these scholars have learned that “rejection is not failure,” writes APS Fellow Kate Sweeny (University of California Riverside). Sweeny recommends taking a break before moving on to the next step, not dwelling on rejection, not being afraid or ashamed to seek help if the stress of rejection becomes overwhelming, and discussing one’s experiences with trusted colleagues. 

APS Fellow Josh Ackerman (University of Michigan) writes about creating a shadow CV that includes every rejection. This can be disheartening, he acknowledges, but it can also help scholars recognize the progress they have made. Moreover, sharing a shadow CV with others might help to “break the silence around rejection and normalize discussions about these experiences.”

Sharing a shadow CV (including every rejection) with others might help to “break the silence around rejection and normalize discussions about these experiences.”

Josh Ackerman (University of Michigan)

Ludwin Molina (University of Kansas) emphasizes the importance of understanding that rejection is aimed at ideas and not individuals. Besides not taking rejection personally, he also recommends trying to find the “positives” in a rejection and writes about the need to “pump the brakes on the ‘publish-or-perish’ approach in our field.”

Impostor Syndrome

Impostor syndrome refers to the feeling that one is pretending to be something they are not. Nick Rule (University of Toronto), believes that academic culture pushes scholars to “trudge forward to the edge of perfectionism’s mirage,” and how the costs of these efforts, combined with constant rejection, can compound to make scholars feel that their rare successes are exceptions rather than evidence of their ability. “Others help feed our impostor-syndrome beast,” he adds, noting that when he was admitted to Dartmouth as an undergraduate, his neighbors and boss told him he was not smart enough to survive an Ivy League school. He suggests that overcoming impostor syndrome may require each of us to recognize the myth that an academic acts or sounds a certain way instead of internalizing those messages to the point that we ascribe to them ourselves.

Linda R. Tropp (University of Massachusetts Amherst) comments on her impostor syndrome experiences as a full professor. She says she often feels grateful for her achievements instead of feeling she deserved them and has been surprised when people show interest in her work. She recommends that scholars “feel the fear and do it anyway” and remember that others are not likely to see them as impostors. 

Diversifying “examples of ‘successful’ career paths to include faculty positions at liberal-arts colleges, community colleges, and nonprofit and private-industry organizations” can help to reduce impostor syndrome in academia.

Brooke Vick (Muhlenberg College) 

Brooke Vick (Muhlenberg College) believes her impostor syndrome derives from holding herself to high standards and, as a result, being prone to paralyzing perfectionism. She says it may also reflect her sensitivity to social cues and comparison to others. These personal characteristics may be exacerbated by social factors, such as being a woman of color working in predominantly White institutions in higher education. She suggests, among other strategies, diversifying “examples of ‘successful’ career paths to include faculty positions at liberal-arts colleges, community colleges, and nonprofit and private-industry organizations.”


Bertram Gawronski (University of Texas at Austin) writes that “the experience of burnout is different from simply feeling fatigued or exhausted; it typically stems from a lack of perceived control that leads people to feel overwhelmed and ‘at the end of their rope.'” He experienced serious burnout when he was a graduate student and his research was not going well. From conversations with other academics, he gathered that this is a common experience, especially toward the end of graduate school when students are getting ready to apply to jobs in a competitive market. He found that it was helpful to know he was not the only one feeling burnout and also to have a physical space that did not remind him of work. 

Jaremka attributes lack of sleep as a major contributor to her burnout, along with an intense pressure to succeed that led to work-life imbalance. After graduating, she started a postdoctoral position, where the 9-to-5 work schedule suggested by her postdoctoral mentor helped her regain a healthy relationship with her work and academia. However, Jaremka experienced a second bout of burnout as an assistant professor. “Academic culture needs to change … to make these experiences less common,” she writes, suggesting that mentors acknowledge the importance of taking time off and that employers focus on quality over quantity of work when hiring or promoting employees. 

Academia should “redefine ‘achievement,’” provide funding for graduate students to guarantee a living wage, emphasize collaboration over competition, and provide training in professional skills, such as grant writing and teaching.

Molly Metz and William Ryan (University of Toronto)

Molly Metz and William Ryan (University of Toronto), married early-career psychologists with teaching-focused positions, discuss their experiences with burnout, informed by their training, relationship, and identities. They suggest engaging in introspection, minimizing social comparison, distancing oneself from the sources of burnout, seeking help from a therapist, and finding meaning in helping others. They also recommend that academia should “redefine ‘achievement,’” provide funding for graduate students to guarantee a living wage, emphasize collaboration over competition, and provide training in professional skills, such as grant writing and teaching.

The scholars hope that sharing their personal stories in this article “will be an impetus for additional research on these topics, specifically focused on the experiences of academics.” They also hope to encourage fellow academics to share their negative experiences in academia.

Works cited

Jaremka, L. M., Ackerman, J. M., Gawronski, B., Rule, N. O., Sweeny, K., Tropp, L. R., Metz, M. A., Molina, L., Ryan, W. S., & Vick, S. B. (2020). Common Academic Experiences No One Talks About: Repeated Rejection, Impostor Syndrome, and Burnout. Perspectives on Psychological Science


Probably not the best time to publish this. Our privilege is showing.

You have barely scratched the surface of academia’s dark side. Take psychology for example and just one example within it. Psychologists were instrumental in greasing WWI by developing tests for selecting recruits. Its role in war and many other dark sides run the gamut from shameful to heinous. The only way to stay a psychologist is either to wear blinders or preach like I’m doing in this commentary. Please don’t take it personally.

None of the authors obviously haven’t experienced what it is like to be an academic in an ’emerging
country'(euphemism). But somehow that experience may shield you from the three negative ,ego-busting’ dark sides.For fear of rambling, here are the gems:
1.Be a renunciate–do research not for juicy frits for your action.Do the best you can,not under duress. Where there is no joy,creation cannot flourish.
My work in India for a few years was never recognized for promotion to associate professorship.Doing the research and teaching graduate students,even only a few eyes oped widely when I made a good point in my discourse,was sufficiently rewarding.
2. Yes,the frame of rference you have is important–not local fame,but an international frame of reference as a source of inspiration.Remember,’success’ is a phenomenal experienc, a qualia.Sometimes,’when you go to bed,thinking the day was wasted, you discover your garden full of flowers’.If you will,no effort has been wasted’;success blossoms in silence’.(Rabindranath Tagore).
3.Avoid working in an enviroment where knowledge is not appreciated.In contrast, a source of joy is to work among those who are good intellectuals and of good ‘character'(harbouring the better angels of our nature,

4In retrospect,when you have emerged from the dark side of academia were you to ever enter it, you may find that Honours and Awards are a bonus. Your students and colleagues who have loved you, and Articles &Books that you leave behind are your legacy.

The cruelty is that, whereas a lot of us are suffering from the repeated rejection – a major cause of imposter syndrome and a main culprit for burnout – Jaremka and colleagues managed to make a paper bemoaning repeated rejection accepted in a highly impactful journal. As to the analysis about the root causes and real solutions, there is none.

In fact, this could make the imposter syndrome worse: Look, this is what real academics look like. Distinguished academics such as they can even make daily experiences about being repeatedly rejected into a paper and publish it.

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